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Click here to learn more about my burden for raising suicide awareness!

Here’s the link if you want to walk with me!

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And here’s the link again if you prefer to join me as a “Virtual Walker” & make a donation instead:

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I remember being barren for the first 4 years of my marriage. It was a difficult time. My side of the family is small but I married into a huge, supportive and loving tribe. And Lord were my prayers answered! I mean like literally almost everyone had 3 – 6 children each. Just a kabillion of them LOL!

I can laugh and smile now. As a single woman; I remember praying that my future husband would have a big family. But I had completely forgotten about that prayer request to be honest. Actually I was so deeply in love at that time – it didn’t matter if my now husband of over 21 years, was an only child…

I can laugh and smile now.

I can laugh and smile now.

But it ABSOLUTELY sucked when we began to try to have children. And false pregnancy test after false pregnancy test after false pregnancy test…my GOD. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME????

It never dawned on me that it could be my husband, right? And it wasn’t.

But why as women are we automatically conditioned to absorb blame in a subconscious effort to cushion the fall of others?

No matter the matter?

I digress.

And instead – I testify.

If you’re new here – welcome. Here’s the abbreviated version.

Kayla was born 6 weeks early. 5 lbs 8oz.

Kevin Jr. was full term. 10 lbs. 6oz.

Kyle never got to see the light of day and is the inspiration behind the song I wrote entitled It Hurt Too Bad (Not To Be For My Good).

Not sure why the Lord would have me share this again nor why would he want me to share it at this moment.

But be encouraged. No matter what you have been believing God for.

After my last at home pregnancy test read negative I gave up. But my Dr. asked if she could do a blood test. Needless to say I was already almost 6 weeks pregnant with Kayla.

Sometimes under the guise of your life’s false negatives, closed doors and rejection – your positive results are just being better prepared to be revealed.

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e

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There are moments that invite us to stay still long enough to see what really speaks to our souls.

In doing so; my burden for Suicide Prevention has unwavered.

As most of you know, I am a former Volunteer Suicide & Crisis Center Hotline Counselor. However my burden for raising Suicide Awareness is unique in that I have never personally contemplated nor lost anyone to suicide. I strongly feel led by God to not only inspire those in the struggle but help end the stigma surrounding the struggle. I want to encourage those who are hurting and even those in communities of color and communities of faith, who feel the pressure to pretend all is well – when it’s not. Those who suffer in silence; thus distancing themselves from viable resources of support.

On Sunday, October 6, 2019; I’m walking for the first time in the Out of the Darkness Greater Philadelphia Walk to fight suicide and support AFSP’s bold goal to reduce the suicide rate 20% by 2025! I’ve also taken a leap of faith to be a Team Captain!

Here’s the link if you want to walk with me:

https://afsp.donordrive.com/team/InspirationWithE

And here’s the link if you prefer to join me as a “Virtual Walker” & make a donation instead:

https://afsp.donordrive.com/participant/InspirationWithE

Thanks for your support!

e

#StopSuicide #AFSP #AFSPPhilly #OutoftheDarkness #OutoftheDarknessWalk #SuicideAwarenessMonth #Inspiration #Motivation #MobilItyIsAGift #Philadelphia

Because of Him,

e

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Blessings!

e of @authenticiteespeaks

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Remember YOU MATTER!

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